Does anyone else get restless, and tired of the same routine? I get so frustrated sometimes that it seems like everyday is always exactly the same. Even though it's Saturday I feel like I'm home alone again, fiance is off doing whatever and the boys they are here but grounded so they are in their room for the day. Sometime if it wasn't for this computer I wouldn't have an adult conversation all day.
I know I know that I am the one that has got to change this for myself yet I just do not know where to start. HA about 2 years ago I started to go to school for my psychology degree, almost had my associates and I realized if I don't fix myself how could I possibly justify trying to help someone else fix themselves. I decided to take a break from school and focus on this, what can I do to make myself happy and my life right. Sometimes I feel that I am there and then I have days like these.
I used to always want things, tell myself I'd just be happy if I had this or if this were this way. I have come to realize that if I want true happiness I have to find it where I am now and with what I have. I am also realizing however if the people you suround yourself with are not on board with this idea it makes it difficult. How can I be happy with what i have when my other half is always wanting more. This is something that I am trying to figure out, and hey if anyone has advice on this one let me know :).
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