Haha right, so I'm wondering if anyone else is that friend that always seems to get walked on and used? I have gone through this my entire life and yet I can't change. If I am asked for a favor or help and I can honestly do it for them with out inconveniencing me or my family, I am going to do it. That's who I am and always have been. But I wish others were like that because a lot of the time when I need help or even just a shoulder guess what no ones around. Now I will hand it to the friend I am referring to she has been there for me to a point, kinda like I am a job I'm a good enough Monday through Friday 9 to 5. but I am not a good weekend friend? I honestly don't know. any how, lately I cant even get her to answer my texts then informs me on Facebook (ya I know) that shes going to need my help Tuesday to move. This will be the second time I have helped her moved, and I am not complaining I will be there Tuesday to help her. But I wonder if when my family and I move if she will be there to help me?? Heck I probably wont even ask.
But I have always wondered why I am this friend, I wonder what I do wrong that I cant simply get the love in return that I give? I don't feel sorry for myself I have tons of love and blessing in my life I just can not help but wonder.
three generations of women in my family
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